God!

Today was spent shampooing our living room.anyother day i would be fine because it burns alot of cals. But ive had like 1900 today. :-/ fuckin hate myself. Imma drink water all nite and work hard tommorow but not eat. Ill be outside in a garden. Hopefully thatll help. Idk i even rite on this. Who the fuck cares? No one. Thats right mollie, your lame.

Its hopeless

My mom just bought a shitload of food >.< ... And i want a naruto costume but its like 70$ >.< i only got 10. Omma need to babysit more. Im suck a fucking lozer :-(

Well today...

Meh. I just wanna hug :-( havent eaten all day. I feel like i dont deserve it. :-/

I hate bein alone at nite.

Thats wen all the bad stuff happens. Idk y but i wanna just fuckin blow my brains out. I dont that therapist is helpin cuz every time i go thee they bring it all back yp after i had almoat sucsefully supressed it. Fuck this shit

Just about dead.

I saw my friend today. I can never let her no how much i love her. She lives a block away from me. I fucking love her. Shes so sweet. I love wen she spends the nite cuz she always sleeps in my bed :-) shes awsome and funny and adorable. I wish she knew..,

Its all over

I wanna die

Fine.

Im just nothing. Im unloved. Im just empty. Not even my friends will talk to me. Why am I alive?