Oh god!

Thank god! Shes not pregnant :-) even if it was positive id still love her tho :-)

Productive day? I think not.

I slept till 5 :p now im just playin vid games and talking to a wonderful amazin girl :-) and my dogs lickon me :p but yeah about this girl...its not the on i hung out wit yesterday. This girl i thought was mad at me but apparently mt txts just wernt gettin thru :) that was a big relief.

I miss you

Alot :-( ur sick and i hate it. I miss you. And i still love you :-/

Shes in the hospital

She is. Im happy shes getting help but i miss her. Im all alone now :-/ idw blog rite now bit wayeve. And i gotta go to school wed. On my BIRTDAY!!! First she gets hospitalized then i have to go to school. I cant breathe, i cant sleep, and i will not eat.

I fucked up. Big time

Title basically says it all. She hates me :-/

Why?

I know you deserve better, but i just want to be selfish and steal her and have her as mine and only mine forever. I hate him because she loves him, i hate him because I know he'll end up hurting her. Love is just one big mind fuck

Hurt

She loves me, but she loves me not. She loves him not me. It hurts and has shattered my already fragile heart. No matter what i will always love you, my beauty.