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I went to therapy today and it went well.then i hung out with my friend and we um... Started to experiment. Now the girl i truely love hates me. Well a lil bit more now. Shes hated me for a while. I mean seriously, she thinks ive really forgotten her?!? I cant mention her because it makes me want to slice my throat. It hurts so much. She just kept pushin me away. I still cry myself to sleep alot. Right now i just wanna die. Screw life.